Re: CAN YOU REALLY IMAGINE !!!
From: BELEZA1619@aol.com
Sun Apr 29 13:11:44 2001
In a message dated 4/28/01 4:30:24 PM Pacific Daylight Time,
jackie@k9paws.fsnet.co.uk writes:
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Dear Jackie,
I am so touched by the eloquent way you have been able to verbalize how I
have felt for the last 4 years. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts
and feelings in such a way. All of the sorrow, wondering why, the judgement
and denial of others and the knowledge that the pain will never go away and
wishing desperately that you can have a pain free day to live a NORMAL life
again. You are not alone in this dream. I have come close to giving up inside
my garage and car crying desperately for God to either take me home or give
me the strength to go on.
The only thing that stopped me was my sons face and sadness when I envisioned
my husband telling him what I had done. I could not follow through even
though I did not know how I was going to take even 1 more minute of the pain
and hopelessness.
Hang in there somehow God will give you the strength to hang on just keep
asking.
Lori
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